http://mothergoose.buddyslim.com My journey from 257 to 110 Fri, 13 Nov 2009 00:49:44 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en Ok , Fat and I are really not on good terms. I have really been off the wagon, way off and way behind. I am wondering if I do have compulsive eating disorder. I eat and eat and eat and still don't feel full. Thinking of joining food addicts anomynous ... http://mothergoose.buddyslim.com/2009/11/12/enough-2/ Things have been interesting and frustrating for me. I am at work right now because it seems to be the only place I can really find time to think and do things. I love my kids and home but sometoimes I miss those single days where you had so much ... http://mothergoose.buddyslim.com/2009/10/27/have-a-quick-min-to-post/ Well, got about 1/2 an hour before school and my youngest is still asleep so thought I would pop in here and post a bit before she gets up and starts rolling because then there is no time. I did mess up during the weekend. It wasn't as bad as ... http://mothergoose.buddyslim.com/2009/09/27/one-meal-at-a-time-and-sister-worries/ Today has been a nice day. This is Friday for me and Friday means only one class for the day and it has been nice to not have to run like crazy as I do every day other then. Of course, have to take care of my little one but ... http://mothergoose.buddyslim.com/2009/09/25/diary-of-the-blob-uh-i-mean-blog/ Just got up a few minutes ago. Really kinda out of it because just had a bad night of not sleeping well and when I did sleep, I was having nightmares of spiders, ok, one really big one and I could feel it on my legs and was kicking literally! ... http://mothergoose.buddyslim.com/2009/09/21/of-spiders-kidnappings-and-demons-oh-my/ Well, since I last wrote, I went on another binge. Just went downhill from there. Still trying to figure out how to cut that off, take control of myself and I have yet to figure it out. I got a lot of good comments about ideas and things and I ... http://mothergoose.buddyslim.com/2009/09/03/back-on-track/ Ok, doing alright. Had a moment of wanting to bing but resisted. I have found I always want to eat when the  "authority" is not at home. I thinki it comes fromw hen I was younger and living with my family, I would wait till they were not around and ... http://mothergoose.buddyslim.com/2009/08/19/day-three-and-doing-alright/ It's been rough with the eating. I can go for a few weeks and then I fall into bing mode again. It really does scare me about how to change myself. So many have told me, when you get down more, it will just clickand you will not want to ... http://mothergoose.buddyslim.com/2009/08/19/massage-or-bing/ Thank you for the concern of thosea bout my weight loss. I can assure you that I did not starve myself or anything but just ate normal. I have no idea why I lost that amount in a week and was amazed. But I am positive that from now on ... http://mothergoose.buddyslim.com/2009/07/14/finally-clicked/ And that was just five days. Horrible really if you consider what I was eating to keep up there and keep going up. Many say they can't really get that many calories in to gain so fast but I sure can and I hate it. Iam feeling so much better ... http://mothergoose.buddyslim.com/2009/07/08/169-pounds-down/