From Cocoon to butterfly

It has been some time since being back on here. Things have beenrough with things in life but that is normal for everyone. My biggest trouble is that I am such a addict, for r3eal. With refined flour and sugar products. I eat and eat and eat and not hungry but I keep looking for things to keep eating even when it makes me sick. I gained 20 pounds in two weeks if that tells you anything. But I was miserable and finally somebody online gave me some tough love, I needed that. Nt the soft version of , it will be alright. No the hard version. I have so far done five days and feeling good. The first day was not the greatest and a day in the middle of the week but a total of five days on plan and feeling a lot better. Today’s weigh in shows me 15 pounds down so that makes me feel so much better but also so much more ashamed. Why? Because with that kind of weight loss in five days, shows just how much I was eating and out of control.

Tomorrow will be official weigh in and feeling good about it. I want to look good for my new job, when I find one because I lost my last one, they let me go *sigh*