From Cocoon to butterfly

Success is so sweet! Es[pecially when you have tasted defeat a little too often. I did well today. I ate completely on plan. Ic an ‘t say that I wasn’t tempted. When I got home from work, I was hungrt and was tempted but then I thought, no, I want that sticker. I want to say I got my sticker. So I kept on plan. Then, this afternoon, after my class, went and did my cardio. Felt good and then I was starting to arguing with myself about going out tonight for my class of ballet exercise becuase it is sure cold out there and I have to take a moped. But I won the argument with myself because I am serious about wanting to start back up and get myself on track and get my body to be a lean mean machine. Maybe I don’t have all the classes of things I would love to take but her class is enough for me right now and she has really taken an interest in me so I don’t mind. I am wanting to do Mon and Friday class. And then cardio every day. I am really excited about this and feel good. I know that I am going to see that scale moving the right way this time and with me adding the exercise to the mix, it should be that much faster and it makes my body that much better. I thank GOD that I feel better and I have my mojo back. I was dispairing of ever finding it with my body troubles but once TOM made his appearance, well, mojo also made it’s appearance and I am taking it all the way! I am ready to get back on track and on that wagon. Feels really good to do it.

I also picked up my dress today from the tailors. It is orginally my wedding dress but it is a chinese wedding dress and very beautiful. I had it taken in (I have lost enough weight it was too big) so I could wear it when I am in the States. Nobody will know it’s significants but will appreciate it. I can’t wear it hear because everyone knows what it is but int he States, I can. I just hate to have it in my closet without being able to wear it. So , I am excited about that!

So guys, I have three smiley faces on my calender. The glitter kind. I have one big one and two small ones. I figure doing the toning was a good plus for me in getting out in this weather so I gave myself a big one. So, look a tthe pretty stickers !!!