Calgon , take me away!

Does anyone have any calgon I can use to “take me away”  This has been one of the worst months in my life. I always have a rough time In December but it is even rougher. One of the buddyslimers was talking about the other woman coming to visit aka PMS and I can sure relate to that. My last period was Oct. 20th and since then, no period.  Nope, I am not pregnant. I have already been for testing and all that and they haven’t reallyf igured out what is wrong. All my blood testing has come back pretty mcuh normal but still, no period. Now, not havign a period would be nice but where it kills me is that I normally should have had my period around the 20th of Nov. but haven’t but I HAVE had PMS since Nov. 20th until now and it is driving me nuts!  Not just me but also my husband. I have hidden it pretty well at my job since I teach primary school students but by the time I finish work, my patience has been used up! My emotions are crazy, I go into rages so easily all t he time, have no patience , depressed, feeling bad and some instances, just don’t care about things. Sex, yuck, Let me wash dishes, more fun. Just don’t have the feeling for that and that is not normal for me and for a husband that is an every two dayer, it is really really rough for him! Which makes me feel even worse because I feel like a terrible wife!  If it was just for a few days, no problem but this has been dragging on since Nov!! Eating wise, don’t even ask. I am having a terrible time staying on plan and doing my best just to not gain weight but it has been rough. I am trying to make it but it is realy bothering me terribly. I went to the doc here but they did not help so much. I am taking some meds to get my TOM started so we shall see. She said it would start either when I was taking the meds ( I will finish by Thursday and nothing yet) or 3 to 7 days after stopping so I am hoping that will start.  I tried to explain to the doc about how my emotions were and she laughed at me, yep,t hat is right, she laughed at me! She said all women have these emotions and I should just try breathing deeply. Taht did not make me happy. Sure, all women do have pms but for over a month almost now?? And it keeps getting worse the older I get. I don’t know, I am just not happy right now and feel I am failing everyone. All my challanges , I can’t keep up with them anymore because I keep tripping up and eating offplan. So once again, calgon, take me away!

7 Comments so far

  1. somemansdream @ December 16th, 2008

    You know what…I am already having a bad day today and I felt so much for you reading your blog. I can relate to the issues surrounding pms..next mood swing 6 seconds..and for that doc to tell you that…burns me up and that she laughed….I tell you what…that pms bitch that visits me would have jumped her butt..make her think laugh. IT is NOT funny…I wondered if the pms problems we have do get worse as we get older.
    Ok, this is a comment, not my own blog girl. But, I wish with everything that those meds help you!
    Debbie

  2. grapeape @ December 16th, 2008

    WOW! I’m sorry to hear about all your problems and I think you may need a different doctor…….she laughed? That’s terrible!

  3. sandy @ December 16th, 2008

    Could you be experiencing early menopause symptoms? Sometimes they begin quite early in life and maybe your recent weight loss caused some hormone changes….? The body responds in strange ways to changes sometimes, I’m just guessing. Glad you’re not pregnant though. ;)

  4. LaTina @ December 16th, 2008

    Which reminds me, I never sent you that letter again after I got timed out, it was about my own super bad pms, pmdd or something with 4 letters, anyway I take med. for it… and it helps A LOT. I’m going to write you again before I forget again.

  5. khmerbeauty @ December 17th, 2008

    I don’t know what Calgon is…what is it?

    Well, I can relate - When I was young I had my period every single day for a year then nothing for a year. The doc said it was hormonal imbalance and put me on birth control to stabilize it. Yes, weight gain is a side effect.

    I hope your doc can help you out!

    Wow, 1 month of PMS - and I would be a single woman no doubt.

  6. kyliejo @ December 17th, 2008

    Wow, sounds bad. I can’t imagine. I hope your doc stops being a jerk about it. Hang in there and hope you get some relief soon.

  7. AndCounting @ December 17th, 2008

    (((hugs))) and ~~~virtual Calgon~~~

    I hope things even out soon. How tuff on you and the hubby! I’m almost of the mind that we should be suspended till the holidays are over. It’s soooo hard not to have that cookie/chocolate/whatever when we are stressed to the max! UGH. Hand In there Hon!!!!

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