From Cocoon to butterfly

Well, today I met my mingoal of 140! I can’t beleive it. I am getting nearer and nearer to mystery land. Heck, I am there now. I haven’t weighed this much since I was in ninth grade but lower then 138 and that I have never seen before! I can’t wait. I am so motivated to keep going down down down. When I stand I can actually see a gap btw my legs , wow. Still not guge but it is getting there. I have never seen that! For all those times it was so rough, am so glad I kept putting one foot in front of the other and doing it. It is all paying such high dividends that I am just so thankful!

On another topic, I reserved a ticket to go to the US. Still guilty about leaving the kids but I decided to go for about 3 weeks so not too bad. I will have my hsuband to put them on the computer every day so I can see and talk with them. I talked with my mother today and she was excited about me coming and she will be having surgury soon so I want to be there for that if I can. She really wants me there for xmas but that is impossible with my work but maybe one day , if my husband’s wishes are granted.

so, onward and downward, 130’s , here I come.