From Cocoon to butterfly

These days are tiring because of having my full time job and part time. When I don’t have my part time job, I feel a bit better. I really have to get my time organized a little better. Usually I have all my new books read by now but there are so many just waiting for me. In fact, I am not really trying to get to them right now because I treasure them so much that waiting a bit is worth it. You see, I can’t find English books to read here so I have to have them sent from the US so each book is very precious to me.

Weight wise,doing well and still in the competition for longest loser and the heartbreakers. I am very competitive so they are both really good for me. This week, got my 40 avi so very please about that. Just takes motivationa nd a get go. Makes me feel much better and I have been so shelled shocked to get a few more commnets abot my weight loss without me saying anything to get it. You know the first one was the fish lady. I have had a few more. ,  The next one was from the lady who lives across from me. She said she noticed I had lost weight. Then the other one was at the store. One of the ladies asked if I had lost weight. I really can’t beleive it and it makes me feel great. I am so looking forward to having more off. I will start my new job at the primary in Sept. and it will be so worth it to not hear the students commneting on how huge I am. I will be doing well to have some more confidence. DH has been so encouraging and very complimentary. On one hand, I want to slap him for being so superficial but on the other hand, I do enjoy it.  But I know I can’t just get out of the journey of losing weight. That is the recipie for disaster!