From Cocoon to butterfly

Today is Sat.  and have three more classes this afternoon and then I c an give my brain a break. I am not going to work on Monday so i WILL meet with Jason and if he is busy, I will use the time and grade papers. Too bad I am not off all day becuase I have second grade in the afteroon, bummer. But extra money is extra money.
I have been doing good in getting my exercise in every week. It definetly was not planned becuase I HATE exercise with a passion. But, my baby, six months, likes to get out and around six, gets so grouchy so I take her out and it gives both of us a good workout. Yesterday, I took Leahand Rebeccah out and went to the bakery. Now, you have to realize, that is one of my most favorite places to go!! Just love it so mcuh. I had a bad habit to buy things “for the kids” an then eat almost all of it before they even got home. I usually keep away from it all the time now but I wanted to see what would happen, what emotions would I have. Would I erupt into foam at my mouth and wreck the store with all my drool and eating? Well, I went in there and yes, it smelled heavenly! I saw a lot of things that would taste good but I let my daughter pick ONE thing and one thing only for her to eat and one for her brother to eat and then I  bought a few lao po bing for DH. Then I left and I was fine. I do admit, I was looking at the bing for a while but I would not touch it. Not worth it.! So, I feel relief int hat I faced the bakery monster and won. Still waiting to see more changes in my body. Hate to see all the bulges and such but I know, in time, they will go down. It took time to get them so it will take time to get them off.